I feel that we are always on a journey and lately I want to look backwards. I have been walking on different paths . I started studying Taoism and using Tai Chi. I have been mediating and I think this has made me focus on the past,present and future. I always hear the past is the past only forge forward. But how can you forge forward without understanding the past?? People tend to think of the past and I believe use a little of perception. I spoke to someone recently about a situation we both were in eleven years ago together. We both told different stories. So is the past a  perception? I feel I am ready for a new journey. This means to me I must walk the old paths one more time to gather the experience. When I am done I will be ready to open a new time in my life. Thomas Wolfe once said ” you cannot go home again” I say you can visit